Reflection

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go; Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same...Flavia Weedn"

Friday, October 7, 2011

Still Loving YOU

There story was happen 5 year ago...I’ve fall in love with someone whom said he love me.
He make a promise, what was happen he will be there stay with me....but now it’s  over... should play the song by Gerath Gates ?? Say it isn’t so.... My beloved give me this song and hope that will be better in our future's...so say it isn’t so. Yeah...sometime I always hope nothing was happen and until the end, we will live happily ever after.

My request is it so hard?? I always hope I’ll be at your side until the end. But now I’ll change my minds. It so much better if I love you although I don't live with you because one day you see me and will said “That She, whom love me so much”. I’m so proud if you know about that...
Although you leave me alone, and find a new love...I always hope you always happy with your life. There is no reason I hate you because I love you more then I love myself. That sound so funny right??? That who i am..haha

I’m crazy because I love you...
If you hate me, you can shoot me, please make sure you don’t shoot my heart's because that yours inside.
So many things were happen in these 5 years, so many until I also can’t remind it one by one...but I still remember that. Our love was beginning at 19, 08.05...and 19 mean 15 + 4 (that is our birthday). I always hope we will get married at 19...December because we were born in this month. So funny I’m...
Our relationship...so far so good, but our happy days can't stay until the end...

So many trouble was happen one by one, we can’t handle that problem and that make our choose to break up. It’s really no way for us to settle this problem?? I already choose you and no matter what was happen I will forgive you because I’m also not a perfect one. But you have choose to go........
That really make me sad, I was cried and cried because I don’t let you go. I know that is my faults, and I’m so sorry...to make you in trouble.

In the future...I really don’t know what was happen, still blurring and I thought you so happy with your new life. If you happy with her, so why  should  I ask you to stay with me?? Because the important thing is your happiness is my happiness.
Still loving you...